16.4.10

Wake up

Wake up, Wake up, the sun is up
The dew is on the buttercups 
Wake up, Wake up!

 Had to start out with a 'sneak peak' at some birthday photos.  This is Eden (the 2 week ago birthday girl) and my sister, Hannah whom we affectionately call "Aunt Nan".  :)

Oh the memories I have of that song...not all of them great, yet I still find myself singing it to my little riser some mornings.  She likes it, so that's all that matters.  Of course, she loves any singing.  She loves music and dance.  She's getting really good at singing, actually.  She can somewhat carry a tune and change her voice, which I feel like is impressive for a just-turned 3 year old.  :)  Maybe it's just because she's mine. Haha. 


I'm having trouble with a funk I'm in.  Changes are happening in my life - some of which I can't control and are resulting in the need to make more changes in my life.  I really hate making decisions when it comes right down to it.  I'm fairly indecisive and unfortunately my husband is worse than I am...so no help in a situation like this. 


Today, I'm feeling "cloudy"...no other way to describe it, really.  Like I'm in a fog.  A fog of unhappiness, at that.  I guess any kind of fog wouldn't necessarily be a 'happy' one, eh?  I'm having trouble focusing on work today - feeling like my personal issues are bigger than I can handle.  I need to get over myself I guess and get on with the day.  It's Friday, after all and tomorrow I can pray for that half an hour to an hour of sleeping in and time spent with smiling babies.  I can praise God for the house I have...though I loathe it - it is pretty tidy and clean at the moment, which is half the battle! 


TGIF.

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