A little bummed...

I'm a little bummed today.  My good buddy and doctor, Dr. Lain just left her office for the last time.  I know she's not moving far - Louisville, but I'm still really bummed about it.  I know that if I truly wanted, I could probably even go and see her in Louisville for my next pregnancy...IF there is a next pregnancy, but it's all a little sad.  There are just so many changes going on here at work and losing a doc that you're close to in a working relationship is hard - besides the fact that she helped bring your daughters into the world.  Let's not forget that I don't do pregnancy well.  "It's not my bag", I say often.  Both times I had to be very closely monitored and this last time little Isla didn't have a good placenta, I had gestational diabetes...it was just rough.  Dr. Lain was so great with allowing me to bring questions to her.  I consider her a good friend after all we've done and been through together - and it's a little sad to think about work, much less pregnancy without her.  

Let me throw out a disclaimer: In NO way are we thinking about trying to have a baby any time soon.  Though we haven't completely ruled out the idea for the future, we're just fine with our 3 yr old, 9 month old, and puppy! LOL